:(

Adderall is the best intervention tbh (though I can't take it every day). I've been so scared of neurotoxicity, but... short timelines..

I did go to the gym for the first time today.... the weights were enjoyable enough...
Also I did try semaglutide 2 days ago (it helps)
But the real reasons for me being sad are more social/structural, and there's huge uncertainty over the main thing that could really hit me next year....... (Jimmy Carter is a metaphor for something....)

@cockathiel You should try meditation

holding yes

Unless something magical happens at Foresight Vision weekend, it's unlikely... Not much time left

I think this should be lower than this other market (since it'd be relatively unlikely for you/ @PARROTFEVER to become untraumatized this year, then become retraumatized the next year):