Getting invested in the WvM market was a mistake. I've now spent upwards of $30,000, and the market isn't slowing down. A huge number of people have decided to do whatever it takes to see me go further into debt, seemingly just out of spite. If I stop betting now I lose 5 million mana, but if I continue there's no end in sight. I don't know what to do. I used to think people on Manifold liked me, but now it seems like 80% of the site hates me and wants to see me suffer, for basically zero benefit to themselves. They're even advocating to have me banned from the site just for exploiting the exact same loophole that they exploited first. I don't understand why they're doing this. I'm feeling very alone and I'd appreciate some advice. Market resolves based on whether anyone gives advice I find helpful.

I'm not in a very good mental space right now, so I will be extremely trigger-happy towards blocking unplesant people in the comments. Remind me later and I'll unblock you.